Ashleigh called me the other day and - OMG, like, I totally miss her and I want to see her soon - but also, she said that like she was out at a club and Sumner was there and he hit on another guy!

So is Sumner gay now?

Cause I've always thought it was like he was just confused, cause I mean, he couldn't be gay and go out with me and live with me for three years, right?

Why is he so stupid?

And if he was gay, why wasn't he just all 'oh, I'm gay' when I met him at that club in Stamford and then all this wouldn't have happened?

But then I wouldn't have gotten to go to the Grey's Anatomy set.

WHY IS HE SO STUPID?

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I hate February. I want it to just be over so it can be March, because March has to be way better than February.

First, there was the Super Bowl, which I totally didn't watch because first off, it's the Super Bowl and I've never watched it, but also cause Sumner had a commercial on during it, this one for Doritos that he filmed last October. I didn't want to see it but like, now it's on whenever, and it was on all those talk shows the next day where they'd talk about the best commercials during the game, and so I had to see it.

And then Marty moved out of the building so I don't get to see him ever and I have to see Leda like all the time.

Sunday is Valentine's Day which I'm so not looking forward to. Maybe I'll go hang out with Maggie that day. Unless she goes and gets a boyfriend too. Whatever.

And then this Thursday and next Thursday is Sumner's episode of Grey's Anatomy. It's this two-parter episode but his character isn't awake til the second half, so I don't have to actually hear him this Thursday. But, like, today, I was reading Entertainment Weekly and the episode got put in their 'what to watch' section with his plotline outlined.

Alex and Lexie try to figure out what made a college basketball player collapse during the last quarter of a championship game.

I'm going to watch the second part with Mari and Maggie. The first part though, I think I can watch by myself, cause, like, Mari's working that night anyway, and Sumner's not awake during it. All I know that's in it is there's this part where they have the basketball game on the tv at the hospital and some people are watching it and Sumner's character collapses when he's just about to make a basket. It's supposed to be like kind of funny at first, cause like McDreamy and McSteamy are watching the game and they've bet on his team to win and then because he collapses, they don't win, but then Sumner comes into the hospital and they have to take care of him and there's all this talk about how they lost the championship and whatever.

I just don't like February and I want it over.

Except that the Winter Olympics start tonight and I totally love watching figure skating, so at least there's something good about the month.

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There's this engagement party tonight for Logan and Mary Anne. I'm not going cause I wasn't invited (which, whatever) and cause Mari has to work so she can't bring me as her guest (cause she got invited, whatever).

It's like, what's their deal? Why does Logan keep bothering with her? She's so totally just going to dump him for Cam Geary anyway, because even though Logan's great and all, he's no Cam Geary.

You know what though? I just read what I wrote and that's not really how I feel. I'm not mad at Logan or Mary Anne for their party. Well, I mean, I am a little, cause it's like Mary Anne always gets what she wants, and hello, we hung out that one time at that movie set so I should've been invited.

But what I'm really mad about is that it's not me having an engagement party, and it totally should have been. I should've been first. Like, if Sumner had proposed to me sometime last year like I thought he was going to, I'd have been the first one in our class to get engaged maybe. But it's not me. Instead, it's Mary Anne, because, of course it's her. And now she's the one getting this big fabulous party (well, ok, fabulous for a party that's being held in a sports bar) and I'm not. And I should've been the one.

It's not fair.

And, like, now it's just got me all thinking about why Sumner didn't propose to me and what was wrong with me and whatever and I hate thinking like that because everyone always tells me that it wasn't me that did something wrong, and I know it wasn't, it was just that he's dumb, but now I'm thinking like that again. And I hate Sumner and he's stupid but now I just want to call him.

And I totally should have been invited to the party.

tags: i hate sumner chase kelly